2021 - present, life
Changingmy perception of reality in the most direct and actionable way possible. I will put a head sized hole into every wall in this room. I will splinter the wooden door and dent a metal post. I will crack the plastic shell of my football helmet. If I wanted to taste blood I would cut my tongue with a razor. I don’t want to taste anything anymore. If tomorrow is the last day I ever wake up at least I got to live the way I was supposed to.